I still remember the day I joined the Observation Corps. At the time, it felt like my only way off this planet. The Core Government controls literally everything on Neptune and no one gets a purpose without their say. Everyone on Neptune acts so perfect, like everything is okay and they got their shit together. I have met nobody else like me. No matter how much planning I do, somehow I still fail. Everyone moves like they're all synced up to the same rhythm and I'm on a completely different frequency.
When I found out about the Observation Corps, I saw it as an escape. A way out. They just assign you to a planet and let you observe. Its perfect. No fake smiles, no pretending. I don't have to interact with anyone, I can just be. And honestly Id rather be alone than constantly judged or misunderstood.
Today I got my first assigned planet.
Earth.
Which is kinda silly because Earth is known to be the planet that's emotionally unstable and unpredictable. Sounds like me lowkey, but I heard it was extremely dramatic.
I'll be stationed there for one year, which equals 165 Earth years. I get why people are scared of it, but honestly, anything has to be better than this place.
It is scary leaving everything I know, but I'm tired. I don't know how to prepare, but ill survive.
I hope.
This moment feels like a supernova, the end of everything I've known, exploding into something I can't fully see yet. A rebirth into something new.
